I'll WiLL Be RigHt HeRe WaiTing 4 yOu....

fUn sIa ...

2005-11-14T18:13:00.000-08:00

Hahaxx ..so fun yesterdae sia ..we have our BBQ at punggol holidae camp which at closely at punggol end ...tHe unbreakable 4 also recover le ..yeah ..when we there we helped to wrap the candle..we do it within 1 hr sia ..fast leh ..300 sth candle altogether ..then we went to make the BBQ food ..so hot la ..washing potato and the egg which have the chicken shit there ..yuckx ..i don dare to touch it ..haahaxx ..when the night came ..we start our teens karoke..mii , royce and my da jie singing ting hai ..then we have our game then singing again ..hahaxx ..after that my kor kor and his brothers come le ..then eat eat eat ...then play play play ...
we overnight there ...we play poko cards on the bed then suddenly don noe why royce jie and wei yang kor play until like turn to good friends ..say abt the ..its really funni lor ..hahax ..they like couple like tat de ..shout here shout there ...fight here fight there ..hahaxx mii and my dar (jasmine)keep laughing ..then i ask mui kor kor a question wanna choose A or B ..He choose A ..hahacxx ..then i ask Royce jie to choose sHe also choose A ...hahaxx u noe wat is A ??A=Jie fu B=da sao ..mii and dar start giggling ..hahaxx ..i keep asking all my sister and friends hahaxx we paly until 4 sth ..then they slp ..mii and mui kor kor go out of the room cause we don wan to slp ..we see sunrise ..when he keep taking pic of the clouds ..i was lying on the table and slp ..after a moment ago ..we went in to the room and slp abt 1 hr then wake up sia ..eat our breakfast , pack our things up ..then chat chat chat there ... every one so sleepy ..went off there and go home ..its a wonderful dae there ...hahazzz

fRiEnDs

2005-10-20T23:09:00.000-07:00

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him, I may think aloud."
"A Brother may not be a Friend,but a Friend will always be a Brother"
"A friend brings out the best in you."
"Be a Friend to themself, and others will be so too."
"A friend is a second self."
"Best friend, my wellspring in the wilderness!"
"My foul-weathered friend."
"The only way to have a friend is to be one."
"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
"A friend in need is a friend indeed."

b r o k e n h e a r t ~

2005-10-20T22:57:00.000-07:00

...broken heart...

I´ve losen again my love,and inside I´m brokenand it becomes cold,cold like die....I don´t know the real reason of life...I´m searching, but I still found not.What´s the reason of being here,what´t the reason of life?To be always sad, to be always alone,without luck...Sure, I don´t know the real reason!

In remember of my gone life,it was still hard and in most time without real love.What´s wrong with me?Why I can´t have a little sky?

In September last yearI saw a man,and he said to me, he loves me,he said to me, that he will do all for me,he said to me, that I´m the love of his life,he promise me all you can think...and now? He´s gone...I don´t know why....searching the reason,but I can´t find...
He said he love me,but he leaves me,is this the true of the life?Why, why and again why?

I´m so tired,want to close my eyes,to think nothing...Always in my head the question *Why?*,and I can´t believe it...
You remember the last year?I was in same position.Why I´m always the womenwho lose her love to another women?I´m not nasty,and when I was in love,I give all I could...

i loVe u..

WhO u ThiNk u aRe ??

2005-09-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

why ....why .... always mii that have the promblem out ...so sad la..i wan break wif wif him cause i like somone..i wan to break..and why u called my sis wheather i have another stead anot ...who u think u r ...my heart hurtz when my sis tell me that ...i really don noe how to say u ...u jerk ..hate u always..don ever ask me 4 patch ..i noe u like me alot but not me..why r u so serious..u r a malay guy like to play violent ..thaz make me veri sad ..thanx for all the comfort that u give me...in school when i m sad u comfort me..but i don like it anymore..sorri 4 that ..pls don angry when u read at this thing ...i really wanted say out all the things out to you but i scared i hurtz u...u noe i don like attitude ppl yet u always show it to ..just say sorri can settle the whole thing ..that impossibble...think ...Who u tink u r ..u don have the right to correct me.......

Sorri.....

2005-08-25T05:53:00.000-07:00

i m so sorri ...long time never write journal liao ..veri sianx nowsaday ..so stress also ... haix..a lot of things happen to moi..so Sad ..
i wan to break with him ..but he don wan ..his attitude so sux all the time..
a bit angry ..wat should i do la...so sianx.....i gotta stop here exam coming ..take carexx.....

3mbarresed!!

2005-08-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

Embarresed!!Embaressed!!Sob soB...2 day assmbly is abt the dance don noe wat..It is to introduce some oldies dance e.g ballroom dance and more..they Need 10 volunteers to go up to the stage to learn some dance step..my teacher keep pulling me up..and i pull my friend,Anna but she don wan..She baD Bad lei..Haha . I was on the stage and dance ..i am not so brave to dance in front of whole school ..i just stand there and to do smaller step..my class bois ang gurlz keep shouting my name...when it is the end of the performance .. my really dear dear say me like a status..I feel so sad..I don noe is it true anot lor..but nvm..ast means past and will not came back again..Wait la..I need to dry my tears..ok..I neeed to go liao ..Take Care Everyone..
God Bless You..

Yeah..

2005-08-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

Public holiidays ...Happy National Day...My whole biG biG famaily and i went to Changi seAsIde to Pinic..tiS is the 1sT time i Go changi Beach ..the sea Water dirty so i don dare go for swimming..Lots lots of areoplane flying down...LOLX..loYs lots of malay ppl at there..I keep singing National song ang i stamding on the chair to sing..So shy shy ..i prefer Pasir Ris beach than Changi beach..haha..At around 6pm we went 2 3at our DinnEr..a VegeTeriAn mEaL ...YummY yuMMY!!Then we Go TamPinEse 2 wAtch FirEworK..Lotz lOtZ of ppl ....I enjoy It veRi muChi ...(((SignIng oFF )))

Ouch..

2005-08-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

Ouch..my knee hurts..I sprained my knee and i started to shout loudly and began to cry.It is so pain ever cannot stand up..Hiax..My brothers pull me up from the floor..Veri the embarresed sia..Nowsaday wheater not good..Many teachers sick..I miss my form teacher..She was out of progress during tis week..Our class also been punished by discilpline techer about a friend that lie to us beacuse of a ger in our school..She is an actress..Veri rich..So all teacher side her..Not fair at all..I don noe wat to do..he is can said that my brother ..He always share his sadness to me..So poor thing ..I tink he will be suspen..he is a joker,cute,friendlyand helpful guy..Why did he lie to me..i don noe is true anot..by the way both side got wrong and right..Hope he will be ok..Take Carex AlwayS..*_^

Always by your side to help you,Brother>>

Heartbreak

2005-07-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

haix..my ex-stead ask me told patch with him and i decided .But he suddenly don wan it..It is so confused .Should i don patch with him ..I keep wonder when i walking home frm school..He is quite caring person but his jelousy is veri strong..I really can accept it..His temper also veri hot want ..Ppl make him cannot..he make other ppl can..He even like not respect each other like that..he don allow me to talk to boys yet he talk to the gers..Waat can i do..so sad sad abt it..He broke my glass heart lot of times and he don know it ..i don wan him to care abt it..He is always angry of someone or me..IShould i say sorry to him...It really his attituide should change a bit..
..he is a malay guy ..Surprised.Haix..So confused and stress..I should put my concentration on my work..Gtg.Signing off,confused ger..take carex everyone....

~SobSob~

2005-06-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

HaiZ..So much sadsad..I break up with my stead although i hate people who is heartbreakers..I don know really why he like me so much as i am a not very good attitude ger ...His mum had called me & ask me and him about our relationship.I am so much sorry to him..After That quralle(wrong Spelling) with it..I felt that is all my fault that he had totally changed into other boy..His Temper alsO cHanged alot..He is a boy who will get easily hot-tempered..I keep thinking of this problem. I told my sis all the things.She said that one day i should put him away and changed to his normal person..when my sis say that really i have no feeling to him..I wish he will find a better girl and we will remain really close friends.If there is a chance i forgive him i will surely patch with him and i don wan him get more sad and angry .. Love Him Always..I will not forgrt abt him & our memories in KOVAN..